Late night posts..

As much as i despise bloggers who always talk about themselves, tonight i will dedicate this post to myself..hope u wont mind ..there will be I, I and I...quite personal, but trying to make a point..its all about sharing experiences...


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It is exactly one month before i am back to Kenya. Excitement is setting in, i am almost shutting those thoughts from myinner- self. I dont want to think the thought of me reuniting with the mates, families, the beautiful environment and most importantly with the notion that i am soon done with the studies.
With opportunities knocking at my door already, the future looks brigh Alhamdulillah..Inshalah, a year from now i will be rounding up a master program then the next target if i am alive, is an arabic country.The latter raises eyebrows; you went to Kenya for ya practicals, came back with a big beard, stopped hanging around with the opposite sex and now heading to Arabland..wait a minute, is that not what extremist do before they bomb themselves in the air! ..mmm! this was a reaction of a friend..
Its sad that people have such a perception about a person like me who is changing for the better; Being a practising muslim improved every aspect of my life.. i am still improving, striving to be a better muslim and person. You aint cool with that, u dont deserve to be around me.
Already, i lost some people just because they could not handle my livestyle..they drunk and did all that are unacceptable in my faith..I am happy that i am no longer with them, i got real friends that are brothers to me Alhamdulillah..

Its 1 a.m and took a break from reading and writting. I am doing my usual reflections..i just realised that i have over 200 friends..my definition of friends is people who know your history and care about you...unlike in Sweden a person calls you a friend even when he or she barely knows you..This is putting a smile on my face..coz those who befriend with you in hurry are those who disappear in the shortest time possible..it happened to me by the way. But happy that they disapeared i must repeat..

Its the morning prayers in an hour and continue my beautiful reflection in the dreams..Then tomorrow will be a good day inshalah..meeting my supervisor and then start packing..

U see such an image in africa, waaw she is breast-feeding her child !
U see this in the Western-world, ooh thats how they give a head !


we are in a dangerous society, may Allah help us all !
Peace all !